Tuesday 28 June 2016

Now I can see you

Now that I know I have you in me the ideal next step is to visit a professional. Now I happened to visit this really funny doctor who is always smiling and relaxed. That helped ! 
As I explained the doctor of the symptoms I am having her smile got bigger. Never in my life I had faced this. Generally you tell a doctor about feeling nauseated, tired, constipated, heartburn, indigestion, etc, the doctor starts writing down lots of medicines. But this was completely different. All these symptoms are good, no its actually great. However, to cross check the home pregnancy test and confirm if the baby is in the uterus or outside the first ultrasound is recommended. A very wage image or you nit bigger than a nail head, may be a quarter of an inch was the size. May be its a emotional stupid mother talking but my baby was very cute. It was the 6th week. 

Monday 27 June 2016

Our first moment together

Though I had a good night sleep I was feeling very tired and sleepy at 6 AM. Time when I used to go for my runs. I felt like going back to sleep but with no other option I dragged myself off the bed and started my day. Since last few days I was able to sustain the drowsiness and get on with my work. But it was different today. A bit feverish, constipated, little too much saliva. It felt like I am hungry from ages so I ate whatever i saw at tuck shop in office.

Somewhere deep down I knew what was it. My husband insisted to get the home pregnancy test done asap. I couldn't say it but I was worried with all the pros and corns running through my mind. What if I am expecting and what if I am not !!

Well, So on 31st March I dared to get through it and bought the home pregnancy test. Closed the doors of my room and read through the instructions to use it and interpret the results.

With two drops in the sample well I watched the C and T indicator. The fluid passed through C mark making a pink vertical line. I kept looking at it as the whole strip was moist and ended up with 2 pink lines. 

That was it. The result was positive. It was my first moment with my baby.....There are no words for what I felt.